I'm an ABC and this is where I vent and share my life stories. A little bit about myself is that I am an aspiring murse (male nurse), I play guitar, I love God, and although people see me as a goody 2 shoes I am above all...Human. So don't judge if I get angry or frustrated sometimes because Christians aren't perfect, only forgiven :) So I hope you guys enjoy my thoughts on life. K BYE. Oh yeah I also own the blog wtfoodge.com and I play ping pong.
Relationships are funny funny things. I’ve come to learn a few things, it’s funny how when you’re in a relationship, that one significant other is closest to you. You share with them, you have fun with them, you care for them. Then when you break up BAM, you become worst enemies. I’ve been thinking about a lot of things recently and it has been bothering me. A lot of it has to do with justice…How I’ve been hurt in the past and how it has been a result of me hurting others. There are unspeakable things that have happened to me and I find no justice in it.
To be totally honest, there are times where I just want my flesh to win. I want to be “bad” and do whatever I want, but then God reminds me how I need to remember Him. How I am called to stay pure and that as long as I’m living here in this world, the world will hate me and there will be a constant battle. I don’t know why revenge feels so good, why vengeance is almost like a natural response. An eye for an eye, I guess this is why it is said that we are born in sin. The fact that it feels natural to want to hurt someone who has wronged us. It is no easy task being a Christian, because you have to go against what your natural self wants. You have to go against what the world tells you. You need to go against the “norm”. It has been years since these incidences have occurred yet they still feel so very raw in my mind and heart. Remember guys…Revenge doesn’t get anyone anywhere and it will screw up everything at the end. I leave you with this: If you know it is wrong but will give you instant gratification…Don’t do it. <—I’m just speaking about relationships, I can’t say it for anything else because I fall for things that give me instant gratification all the time.